Can’t take it

Seriously. I just can’t. I’m so tired. Why does everything have to be so f*cking hard? Why do I always feel so alone? Like I’ve got no one ever to lean on or talk to or depend on? I’m just so tired of this horseshit life. I’m angry and hurt and sad and so many things all at once. In two weeks it will have been 27 years since my

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Follow-Up: Oatmeal? Ick! Well, maybe…

Banana oatmeal muffins were a bust! I tried the recipe I posted and they were thumbs down from all. One of my testers didn’t even make it through the chew before she was spitting it out! LOL Texture was … not good. I tried two other recipes and still didn’t have a winner, so I gave up out of frustration for the day and we took the kids Halloween costume

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Breaking Point — Is this it?

Over qualified. Under qualified. Kiss my ass. I need a job! Job satisfaction? Who cares! A paycheck in and of itself is more than enough satisfaction at this point! Ridiculous! Officially nine months since I began looking for a new job (or any source of income at all, really) and still flailing. No job = No home. My divorce was final in December. I totaled my minivan in the same

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