What If

One of these things is not like the other. One of these things doesn’t belong. Can you tell which thing is not like the other by the time I finish this song?                    — Sesame Street Ah, yep, me. I don’t belong. It’s not a new feeling. I’ve honestly never, ever, in my entire life for as far back as I have memories felt like I ever belonged anywhere. Not within the circle of my immediate family, my extended family, amongst my peers at school, or even those few years where I

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Every where I turn — there’s stress..

Driving myself insane these days, literally. There is so much going on in my life all at once that I just can’t deal with anything productively, it seems! The love of my life got stuck in Louisiana with Isaac. I still have no job, no source of income at all, and I’m not getting any positive response from any jobs I’ve applied to. Began divorce filings today, but still arguing about the details and really wanted an amicable resolution. No idea where I’ll be able to afford to move to without a job and with three kids to support.  I

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